What Happens Next?

Woo Hoo it’s Friday!
Well for everyone else in America it’s Friday, but for me…it’s Monday.
womp womp.
When you work for Disney you’re days get totally screwy because we are open 365 days a year.
thus instead of Friday being Friday it’s actually my Monday.
So I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this but my job is only secure until January.  January 7th to be exact.
Now there is pretty good chance that I will get to go seasonal or even part-time.
(Maybe even full time)
But that is not in any way, shape, or form a guarantee.  So come January I could very possibly be jobless.
Which is the most terrifying thought EVER!
I’ve never been jobless.
I have bills to pay and weddings to be in!
I can’t be jobless.
So for the last couple of weeks I’ve been applying like crazy for other jobs here at Disney.
All of them are professional internships, because that would at least keep me covered until June.
So what have been applying for?
The only one really worth talking about (meaning the only one I really want) is the YES Program:
(click that picture and it will take you right their web site!)
Basically the YES Program is where elementary, middle and high schools take field trips to Disney and learn something!
There are about 19 different programs that Disney teaches.  Some of the programs are in science, performing arts, history, and leadership.
It’s my two favorite things combined into one.
Teaching and Disney.
Can you say a match made in heaven or what?!
So I applied and got the call to come and audition.
They wanted us to show that we can facilitate or teach.
But get this, we only had 3-5 minutes.
I decided to teach how to make a dog balloon animal.
My audition went ok but honestly, I’m really worried.
I think I botched the whole thing.
I didn’t plan well enough, I ran out of time, it was loud because of all the balloons. 
Nothing went how I thought it would.
I feel like the others in my audition group did so much better than me.
 I know I shouldn’t compare myself to them but I can’t help it.
My insecurities are bubbling right now.
It’s completely out of my hands now though.
The next step is another phone interview.  If I get a call I’m still in the running, if I don’t I’m out.
Blah I hate these feelings.
Its awful. Just awful.
Now all I can do wait.

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